Thursday, 12 May 2016

Sorry

SORRY


Sorry.
That’s the only word
Would I say.
When I meet you
Someday.
Someday, out of blue,
A slice of luck, comes my way
Be the ray, of hope and faith.
A hope to quell the rain
A hope to see you ‘gain.
A hope to right the wrong.
A hope to play that song.
A song that touched your tender heart,
When we felt the same moonbeam, last.
Those strings of melodies,
That sublime, yet ritzy riff.
Sorry.
For those galling and gloomy times
And I still hate those crimes.
Could one be so naïve?
Sorry.
For wasting your time
In your days of prime
How am I so late?
Forgiveness is a thing bygone
Destined to be lost and lorn
Forever and ever, in a world so cruel
Lost my cool, see I’m lost in rules.
Sorry.
Life is worthier than I’d thought.
That day is never lost, on me.
I was so wrong, a moron, in letting fly those things
The exodus of emotion, was way above the sink.
The worst mistake, I’ve ever made
I know it must be hard to take,
Sorry isn’t enough mate.
Still, Sorry.
Just a word that makes
Perfect sense, another day
When you living out those moments,
Of love and grace.
Now?
Sorry,
Not a word anymore
That stirs your soul
It’s all just cold
It’s all just cold.
Doesn’t matter.
‘Coz as much I try
Turn your feelings, so wry
You know?
I just need a cry.
Sorry.
For saying I love you
For saying way early too
For making the 12’o clock, in your face
For breaking your faith thru disgrace
Sorry.
For being a whiny child
Over obstacles so placid
For the dawn, on a sombre note,
Our journey of friendship.
Remember? We used to say each other
‘Best friend’ you’re mine, ‘Friend forever’ I’m yours
But time spares nothing
It erodes the best of things
You refuse to ever hear me again
I carry that arcane shock and pain.
I know it’s destiny
Never imagined, blunders cost so much
I was having the time of my life, with you
In a moment it all got broken and crushed.
Sorry.
For being layers behind my phone screen
Underneath those walls of lies that floats in
In the virtual world of social network
The demons of delusion seeps within.
If we come ‘cross sometime
I would say, don’t love me.
Just be my friend and bring back the rain
Fill this vivid void, create that charm again,
Which went missin’ with you.
Though I know, It’s a distant wish, now
Which’s never gonna be true
‘Coz I‘ve broken the rule, somehow
In moments so unfortunate, I’d rue.
I’m Sorry.
‘Coz I still ‘member you
Couldn’t brush off you
From my thoughts and dreams.
I’m Sorry.
For I still recollect some things
You love black not green
I hope you recall mine,
Though,
Doesn’t matter at this time
As black, the new orange for me.
That day, still come so vivid
I was down on my knees
On the terrace of my home
Staring at the phone.
Shell shocked and jaded
The whispers within my head,
You said some things right
Still you pushed me aside
Out of your mind,
Out of your life.
The tears just choked inside my eyes
I couldn’t let it all flow out
I just knew one thing by that time
One dream died before it sprout.
I just went back to bed, never cried
‘Coz you made me believe, we don’t cry
It’s an exclusive right of yours
Rational as you’re, still it flows.
Admired that rationality, adored that humility
Just wanted to be part of her beautiful life
A heart as pure, a bond so divine
Just cut the thread of it with an obsessive knife.
So Sorry.
You know what? Still I never said die
‘Coz I want to see more sun rises
And walk the steps of your advices.
I don’t become sad, I don’t lose my heart, anymore
I don’t look at the past, I promise it will last, forever.
Sorry.
For talking too much, you were kind
About that futile search, I was blind
Of a person so worthless.
‘Coz one with the worth, is you
Friends and fairies, no dearth for you.
You’re the one with countless traits,
Veiled inside, yet shines through your face.
You come, you go
You stay inside my soul.
The warmth of your heart
The cheer of our past.
At last, I cried,
After how many times, I tried.
That realization hit the cores of my soul
I need to sustain the drive, to my goal.
All I wanted is this chance
The Almighty conspired to provide it
As I came close though
The destiny kicked in, erased it. All.
Still I dream of it
A wish that might come true, someday,
As I traverse my path through life
Know what I want to do? One day.
I just want to go there someday
As I am standing in front of you,
Just a smile and a nod of your lashes
I will treasure that moment,
Forever,
With you.